Messiah - Are you there?

May everyone call me worthless, I do not care – it is just your words that matter to me the most.

May everyone abandon me and do not acknowledge my presence – I do not worry – but when you do it; a pinch of being an orphan hits my mind and my heart.

I know you are a messiah of my life; a bundle of confusions await me before I am showered with something that I need and not want.

Is God so cold on this child of his that he does take away everything she longs for?

Are you really there? If yes, use your wand of magic and bless me now – with every second of my life to be, “As I wish”, “As I wish”.

Seeking solace in the arms of you, with tears rolling down my cheeks and blessings that lasts forever to unite me with my soul-mate now and forever.

May my soul-mate realize that I am here waiting every second just for him and just for him…..